Nick found out my Tumblr.

..and is now asking me to take it down.

Oh hell to the nawww. I’ve put so much effort in here just to put my message through because you don’t even give me the chance to explain or whatever, and now that you’ve found out, you’re asking me to take it down? Bitch, please. 

I won’t post anything anymore though, that’s the least I could do. I’ll just leave it here. Like this.

But you know what, I’m done. I’m done with all these. I’ve finally seen the light, the better way. I’ll get sore about this for an hour, a day, a week, a year? I don’t know. But I know I’ll get better. You gave up on us a long time ago, I guess I should too. 

I won’t lie though, I still hope you find the sincerity in me, and see that it wasn’t all my fault. I’m not so bad you know? If you just gave me the chance.. I know you can’t help it putting all the blame on me, but have you ever thought that maybe, just maybe, there’s something that you did, too? Or failed to do? I hope you think about that, think about that real hard. 

You’ve got the best of me already.. I don’t think I’ll ever be the same guy again. After all these? I can’t risk that again. Everything’s in your hands now, it’s all up to you. I’m not saying this to put pressure on your shoulders because I know you don’t care anyway, but don’t you think it’s easier if we’re all good? We don’t have to go back from the way it was before, but the way you’re acting towards me now is just so fucking..rude. I’m trying to be civil here, you know? 

Now if you see this, don’t worry this would be the last. I hope you’re doing fine, and I hope you’re enjoying. I still wish you the best, even after all these. Bye.